Thursday, January 21, 2010

Newgraditis

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Some graduates aren't even affected by this illness, which is mainly psychological but may have physical complications as well. It a very interesting disease, as it comes and goes as it wishes, much like the common cold. . . except this does not involve any form of liquid emitting from your nose. It can, however, target the eyes, and force the emission of a salty liquid.
Enough of the physical manifestations of this illness; what does it do to a person psychologically? Well, it forces one to question whether or not one is capable of doing what one has been trained to do for the past two years or longer. This instability of the mind can then affect different actions one takes, or rather forgets to take. Whether it is forgetting to write in a patient's chart or having to look at the chart notes 10 times just to make sure that you anesthetize the right area in your patient's mouth, it seems to mostly target self-assurity.
You might ask, "How do you know about this illness?" Well, shocking as it may be, I am in the midst of this illness. Don't worry though, friends; it doesn't seem to be contagious. According to survivors of this disease it can last up to about 5 years after graduation; however, I am hoping for a more speedy recovery on my part. After all, I do have the medicinal balm of faith in Almighty God on my side. I find, though, that I don't use this comfort as much as I should. For I still often question my abilities even though I know that God has placed me where I am for a special purpose. This medicine must be "taken" daily if I am to be restored to psychological health. This, I believe, is the only way to conquer Newgraditis.